About me
Greetings to you all!! Welcome to my little corner of the internet. Here everything is calm and peaceful and where you can be you.
My name is Nell and I am certified Usui Shiki Ryoho Reiki Master and a Level II USUI Holy Fire III Reiki Practitioner. I specialize in Distance Reiki. I am also a tarot/oracle card reader and a practicing witch, specializing in candle magic for over 30 years.
My sole goal in creating this website is to help people. I do everything free of charge and will not allow advertisements on this website, nor will I ever sell your information. Everything is private and confidential. I pay for everything out of pocket including this website. None of your money would come to me as I have links to my favourite charities listed on the donations page or pick a charity of your choice. If you can’t donate no problem, if will still be free of charge.
Many of you will be asking why I would be doing this? I truly believe in giving back. Right now, I think the world needs healing and as much peace and positivity as we can possibly put out there. Not only that, but because the last ten years of my life have been rough. Let me tell you a bit about it.
About 14 years ago my beloved parents’ health started to fade. My father’s body was failing him and my mother, her mind. I started looking after them full time, with help from my older brother, until they got to the point that they had to go into a nursing home. Even then I still visited them every day. During this time, I got lots of support from the Heart and Stroke Foundation and the Alzheimer Society of Canada.
My father passed away in March of 2019. My older brother and I were left to take care of my mom, who by this time barely knew her own name. However, I guess my brother really missed my dad, because he passed away suddenly in December of 2019. It left me alone to look after my mother. When I had called my mom’s best friend, and my second mom, to tell her about my brother, she hung up the phone and had a massive stroke from the shock and died 14 days later. Then as we all know the world then stood still. Covid hit us and in March we were all in lockdown. I watched as it ripped through nursing homes and killed so many. My Mom ended up with it 3 times but somehow kept going. The years ticked by and my mom finally went to be my dad and my brother in May of 2023.
During this time music was my escape. Especially the group Stray Kids. I had started listen to them after I watched the Stray Kids survival show back in 2017. A friend, who was studying in Korea at the time, watched it and started sending me recordings of the show via YouTube. I was hooked and started following them. Their music was full of positive messages and when they started posting videos on YouTube, I loved how funny they were. I had their music and content to keep me laughing when that was the last thing that I wanted to do. When my mom passed away and I was at an all time low in my life it was their music that saved my life. I don’t want to go into much detail because I don’t want to trigger anyone, but I will say that if it wasn’t for their music, especially their song Cover me, I would not be here today. For that I am forever grateful. That is another reason that I started this website. Stray Kids are always giving back, to their fans (Stays) and to charity. I take inspiration from that. We truly need more love in this world.
Reiki came into my life just when it needed to and changed me in so many ways. My Reiki teacher and mentor is incredibly wise, kind and just a beautiful person. If it wasn’t for her I often wonder where I would be in this life. Reiki and music took my life in their power and literally made my life go a 360 and I am so grateful.
I want to dedicate this website to:
My parents who loved me unconditionally, were always there for me. I am blessed to be your daughter. I hope that I did enough to show you how much you mean to me and how much I truly love you.
My brother, I admit that I didn’t always appreciate you in my younger days. My stupid youth is my only excuse. As we both became adults we started to understand each other better. It was our parents that really united in the last few years. Now I would give just about anything to have one more coffee chat with you. I hope that I did enough for our parents in the end and made you proud. I miss you more than words can say.
My second mom, you were always there for Mom and us, and I will be forever grateful.
To my Reiki teacher and mentor. Thank you. You have changed my life in so many positive ways and I will never be able to put into words how much you mean to me.
And to Stray Kids. Bang Chan, Lee Know, Changbin, Hyunjin, Han, Felix, Seungmin and I.N., you all will never know just how much you changed my life and how truly grateful I am. I know that you have heard this a million times but I truly would not be here if it wasn’t for you. Thank you. Hopefully you all realize just how much positive impact you have on so many people. I truly believe that music is the language of the soul and can change lives. Stray Kids everywhere, all around the world. You make this Stay stay.